Recently, I've been crying a lot. It's probably a mixture of hormones and stress. And i feel so cruel for taking this stress out on my friends and family and people i love, but they don't seem to mind. This blog is a thank you blog, and it's for all the people that i haven't thought about thanking properly until now.
Number One on my list is my Sister, and Best Friend Courtney. She is the type of girl, when someone is crying who sits there, and has no clue what to do. But i know she does everything humanly possible to try and make my life so much easier and stress free. Examples of these are: She makes my lunch, every morning; She does my hair for me (because i can't do it to save my life) even though hers wont have time to be done; She tells every single guy that i like that if they hurt me, she'll make their lives living hell; She tidy's my room, because i am the messiest girl on the planet. Etc etc, the list could go on for hours. I can't put into words, how much i really do appreciate everything she does for me, day in, day out. Okay, she may not know what to do when I'm crying, but she tries her best to make me laugh, or cheer me up. And her way of helping me is making my life as stress free as possible. So, Courtney-Elizabeth Hazel Duffin, this is for you, and this is my thank you! <3
Number Two on my list is my Brother Luke. He doesn't read my blog, at least, i don't think he does. And he'll probably never know just how much i appreciate everything he does for me. He comes and hugs me every single time he sees me crying, no matter what, no matter who he's with. He let's me borrow his guitar all the time, and he's always trying to help me with my music. He gives me advice all the time, on school, on music, on parent's, on guys and i would not be the person i am today without him. He has made me who i am, he's the reason that I'm strong, he's the reason that i try my best in everything, and i can't thank him enough for his support in everything i do. Luke Michael Gazzard, even if you never read this, this is your thank you! <3
Number Three on my list is my Dad Mike. I know for a fact that he never reads my blog, because he's not the most technical person in the world and probably doesn't know what blogger is. But all the same, i cannot thank him enough for bringing me into this world, for always looking after me, for being an amazing father, to me, my brother and Courtney and Taylor who aren't his children. He's the type of man who tries to make the best out of people, he dedicates his life to making people better people, helping them, making their lives as stress free as possible and generally being an amazing man. He tries so hard to look after everyone, even if that does mean doing weird things to save money so that we can do stuff as a family. He sits me down, and asks me if I'm okay, even if there's the tiniest of tears in my eyes. And i cannot thank him enough for being the man that he is. Michael Leslie Gazzard, thank you for being the best man in my life! <3
Number Four on my list is a beautiful girl, and an amazing friend called Phoebe. I never say thank you to her enough. She are the type of girl, who even if she has huge tears dripping down her face, she cares about someone else first. I cannot thank her and her family enough for the amount of times they have taken me in and looked after me when i haven't been myself, when I've been an unhappy Kayleigh. She has a shining personality, and is perfect. She has hidden talents that she needs to let shine through more, she needs to show the world the real Phoebe Ramshaw. This paragraph is so many thank yous that she hasn't heard from me, i need to say it to her more! Phoebe Sarah Mason Ramshaw, thank you for being the girl that you are! <3
Number Five on my list is my Best Friend, and the most genuine guy in my world, Finn. I never thank him, ever, for cheering me up, he always find a way to make me smile, or cry from laughter! The number of hilarious memories i have with him are unreal. I'm glad that we're close, otherwise i would not be as happy as i am now. If I'm ever sad, i think of some of the times that we've shared, and i never fail to smile. I love how he does not care, and he will embarrass himself freely to cheer me up. He is the sweetest guy in the world, and I'm so glad i have him as a best friend. Finn Michael Walsh, thank you for not changing who you are, and being so hilarious! <3
Number Six on my list is a kind hearted amazing woman, Elizabeth. Liz, I am unbelievably grateful for everything. She is the one that i can go crying to, with snot down my face, and she'll just hug me, and hug me, and hug me until i feel better, even if we were there for hours, she wouldn't stop until my tears had been dried up and I've calmed down. She are an amazing mother to Courtney and Taylor, and i know they are both incredibly grateful to have her. Thank you for being the Mum they both need. Thank you for being the Step-Mum that i have needed, and do still need. She doesn't know how happy i am to have her in my life looking after me, I'm incredibly lucky to have her. Elizabeth Larraine Duffin, thank you for being the rock that i need right now, and i love you! <3
Number Seven on my list is a man who I've know for years, who as annoying as he is, is also amazing, Marc. He's annoying, sorry, had to say it! But he's also amazing! He has amazing advice, and i can count on him to be able to hug if I'm crying, or if i feel stressed. I think we're quite similar, and I'm glad that we're close and we can get on. He does drive me round the bend, but i still love him. I want to thank him in advance for looking after my Mum in Dubai, I'm eternally grateful. I'll miss him, i can tell. Marc Steven, thank you for being the man that my Mum really did need! <3
Number Eight on my list is a guy, who is my Step-Brother, and my best friend, Kieran. He may not know this, but I'm so thankful to have him in my life. He see things so clearly, and i love it when he explains things to me from his point of view, it helps me see the world in a different way. I wish so much that he can still come down to Calne to see me, we're all gonna miss him down here. I miss him now! I'm so thankful to him for being the way he is, it's helped me so much, i can't explain it! I want to thank him for being strong, through everything, and for being patient with me. He deserve the best, he better not dare settle for anything less! I will punch him! Kieran Michael Steven, thank you for being who you are and nothing less! <3
Number Nine on my list is a guy who hasn't been in my life long, but has influenced it immensly, i'm not sure whether or not to name him though, so he'll be nameless. He'll know who he is. I want to thank him for every word he has ever said to me. He's amazing at words, and his never fail to make me smile. He came along, and he took my heart, and he's been looking after it ever since. If he hadn't come along, i don't know where i would be now, i just know it wouldn't have been a good or healthy place. I want to thank him for saving me. I want to thank him for being a gentleman, i want to thank him for looking after me, and i want to thank him for generally being there, whenever i call. Nameless, thank you for saving me! <3
Last but in no way least on my list, is a woman who has influenced my life so much, my beautiful, amazing Mum, Rachel. i will be eternally grateful for her, she's dedicated her life to making mine the best possible, and she still is. I'm going to miss her so much when she's in Dubai, it's going to be hard for both of us. I want to thank her for my life, she's made me the way i am, she is the most amazing woman in my life, and nothing will ever change that! I can't explain how thankful i am to her for every single day of my life. I want to thank her for being the woman that i hope one day to become, thank her for bringing me up the best way possible, thank her for wiping away my millions of tears, thank her for aspiring me to sing, thank her for helping me beat the bullies, thank her for singing with me, thank her for telling me to shut up singing, thank her for a million other things that i have never said thank you enough for! Rachel Gazzard, thank you for influencing my life, making me the way i am! <3
These are not the only people i have to thank. There are so many more, but this blog would be endless. Here's everyone else who rightly deserves to be on my list.
Taylor. Debbie Burdett. Jessica Newton Burdett. Gareth Burdett. Evie Burdett. Amy Potter. Katie Charlton. Bethany Mills. Amber Williamson. Rebbecca Mansell. Katy Clough. Matthew Thorpe/Doughty. Sophie Greenshields. Sharon Greenshields. Joe Tinnion. Thomas Baguley. Craig Chamberlain. Ellie Spanton. Nathan Hill. Aurelie Hill. Bev Norman. John Norman. Graham Hill. Janice Hill. Mandy Glover. Simon Glover. Chris Glover. Claire Glover. Amy Glover. Joanne Glover. All of my extended family.
Seriously the list goes on. Thank you every single person who has influenced my life in some way. I love every single one of you, and am impeccably grateful and happy to have you in my life! <3

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